Hmmmmmm well not really crying but I am feeling sad though... But before I tell you why I am sad, I need to say to you, YES YOU! If you think this PERSON that im about to talk about is YOU.. I am so sorry if I offend you in this post... But you gotta remember, YOU HURT MY FEELINGS TOO K! And if you think you know who is it, you can ask me, yes, I will tell who is it but depends... If youre close with me than sure, I will tell you :)
So anywaysssssssss it all started when I had problems with one of my best friend, well not literally a problem, it was just me who felt that im having a problem but actually nothing is going on... So I expressed my feelings to another best friend (the one that makes me sad), lets just call her.. Mars... Hahaha!
So she told me that in this world, we cant really trust anyone because we dont know what they do behind our backs, maybe they are talking bad stuffs about us or maybe they just friggin hate the guts out of us hahaha! Obviously, I agreed, what she said was really true and if you think its not then youre dumb, and if you think im being rude then
Hahaha but seriously, YOU HAVE TO TRUST ME ON THIS! ITS TRUE!!! So then I said to her that I really hope that shes not one of them and she said to me that shes not and she'll try to be a better friend to me because we are getting distant from each other... So I was actually pretty psyched about it!
So for a few weeks, she was being a good friend but then we started to get distant with each other again... For example, when I see her cry or her eyes are swelled or red, obviously I, as a good/best friend, have the need to know why because I care for her, right? I should know.....Right? But then she said "Nothing"...
At first, im okay with it, fine if you dont wanna tell me.. (yet) Maybe youre still in a bad mood.. Okay i understand you but then she told another close friend of hers the reason.. This made me a bit sad and jealous... Okay maybe we are not that close anymore but come on man! 5 years of friendship! I dont wanna ruin it! :(
Well at least thats what I think you classify me as.. A best friend... Maybe im wrong, huh? So then this thing happens everytime she has a problem or she cries... Until today! I am really pissed off with her!!! She keeps on doing the same old damn thing that tires me and made me feel this...
Which makes me sad because OH COME ON MAN! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT?! 5 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP DU-UHH! -.- So yeaa I have an advice, friends come and go but either they LITERALLY leave you or just go to you when they need or want something so dont always think they are your true, best friend cause even my 5 years of friendship can actually (almost) tear apart...
But if you do have a best friend right now and you guys have been friends since FOREVER then hey, your are one lucky human being ya know :) Be happy even if youre having problems cause you know that you have a true, caring friend who will always be there for you!
Thats all for this post and enjoy this picture of a panda rocking on a rocking horse :D
